Coming of Age and Capital Ventures
Looking back, I remember thinking about sex as early as age eight. Nothing specific, really. Just some vague thoughts involving pussies and dicks. At nine, I knew I liked sexy things and by the age of eleven or twelve, I was fucking a blow-up doll my brother and I stumbled over in a bedroom in the west wing of one of the many houses we were raised in – this one, a time-share my father kept in West Virginia – the first time I’d been out of Los Angeles in my entire life. ()
Miles. This does shed some light on where You are today. I , too, got way involved with Phone sex. It was a way to explore the kinky submissive side of myself without putting me at risk of being physically hurt, even though that was the subject of the fantasies, being hurt. I learned that being dominated Doesn’t mean broken bones and lasting physical damage. I have now , as an older adult, learned and enjoy the Domination scene and know and enjoy the limits of the pain I want to happen. I also learned that not all Domination involves pain. I get power from the Dom’s power and that is an empowering thing. When one gives in to the Domination and plays the role one was destined to be, it is a truly sexually pleasing thing. You said You learned You were a Top from that phone sex. I learned I was a submissive from the same place. I learned that being submissive doesn’t make one “less than”. In fact I now know it takes a tremendous amount of strength to be a good submissive, to take what is given and enjoy it. Not all people are cut out to handle it. I can honestly say that what You have tapped into on Your site here is just what has been in my head for a long time, but, have never seen it done so perfectly in films. So this may explain my following of You on Twittter and comment all the time. You put Yourself out there for others, and I follow suit with that. In this world of social media where we can communicate with “famous” or “infamous” people and celebrities, I take advantage of that ability to let You and others associated with Your company how much I enjoy what You guys do. We all need praise to keep doing what we like to do. I like giving praise, its part of that submissive side of me that enjoys building others up. Showing praise lets You know You are successful, and I must admit and have told You before, it also gives me the opportunity to flirt with my crush on You Miles. Damn I can ramble on! If it helps You to know what is in the heads of the people that buy what You do, then maybe my rambling can enlighten You just a bit. I would feel honored to know that I can help You in some way, that is my role on this earth , to Help others. Please keep up Your Very Good work and I look forward to tweeting You more in the future and of course buying more films from You Miles 🙂